*ME, Myself and Only ME*

Monday, September 20, 2004

The CALLING....

Sometimes we feel so lost and we wonder what the hell are we doing in this world? Have you ever felt that way before?Me? A lot of times....especially being a Christian. I always try to live up my life according to what God wants me to be. Ever since I was a kid, I grew up in Sunday schools,studying Bible, go to church religiously. Everything in me is God-centered..my family,my principles,my dreams. It's not because that's how the church or other people instilled in my mind or that's what they want me to do. That's my CHOICE! But frustrations and difficulties are part of life. How I wish life can always be happy and easy. but it's not. That's the truth. You always have to cope up how the world goes. And now, I'm in a situation, for a very long time, where my FAITH is being tested. Is God capable of letting His children suffer and be hurt? The answer is NO. But there are things that happens to us, even how painful or frustrating it may be, in order for us to be stronger and trust God more. Because of the busy life this world offers, most of the time we neglect God. We only come to him when we experience difficulties and hardships. Then we start to question Him why things happen that way. There's always a REASON why things happen.
How lost do i feel today? I know that God has good plans for me (Jeremiah 29:11). I guess I should not stop to trust Him. One day He'll show me that.
I am called to be a God's child. I am called to do His will and not MINE.

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Friday, September 17, 2004

JoKe! JoKe! JoKe!

I always thought that older men are "serious guys". They are the ones most experienced. Always workaholic and they don't understand the ways of today's generation. But I never thought that they could actually crack out jokes...and deliver it well.

My seatmate in Autocad class is an owner of a big Architectural and Engineering Company. He's in late 40's...i guess....he's a big guy, with a big belly, bald(o oh...i hope he'll not read this or else....hehehe) and we get close as our autocad sessions goes on...

It's weird to get close with someone old, someone who can already be your father. But this seatmate of mine is different. He's so makulit, naughtier than I am and he's really having a good time in our class. He's like the captain of the group. If he said something(most of the times,it's all against the management where we're taking our class). The front desk girl is so afraid of him. But I get along with him well.

Then in our last meeting, while busy doing the interior and exterior perspective...he suddenly asked me
"Fel, what do you call a group of dogs that hang out together"
I said,
"What?"
He said,
"Common!Try guessing.....you're not a UP student for nothing!"
Ouch!That's foul!But then I can't think of any answer so I ask him what's the answer.
He said,
"ASO-CIATION"
and he laughed out loud. He laughed like a kid playing with other kids, with his hands up in the air.Unbelievable!
What?That is so corny...but I laughed.Not because of his joke but because of how he laugh. A guy in his mid-40's cracking out a very corny joke and laughing so loud.....oh well....

Then he said, "I have another joke".
Ok shoot I said.
He asked,
"how about a group of cats?"
Again, I don't know the answer.
He said,
"PANG-KAT"
and again, he laughed so loud.O geez give me a break...

Well I guess old men can be funny sometimes....what a night! ^_^

¶ posted by feldalyn at 11:04 AM | 0 comments

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

wazzup!

Iba talaga nagagawa pag bored ka.....kung anu-ano ang nagagawa mo just to pass the time....kaya heto, i ended signing up sa blogspot...but i think this is cool...i guess posting here what you feel,no matter how irrelevant they are,is something you can appreciate...something real...no pretensions...just me, the computer, and this site....

why not talk about school stuffs?
ES 12- i don't know why this subject really hates me...common,can you leave me alone?Yes, I'm having hard time with this one....oh for sure a lot of you engineering guys and gals in our beloved College of Engineering, UP Diliman knows what I'm talking about. And a lot of you can relate to me too..be honest!

I have been thinking for such a long time why dynamics is so cold to me?In the first place, do I really have to be a genius on this field?Common!

Just give me one trick how to pass this subject...ohhh pleeeaaaazzzzz.....

UP GEOP- my beloved org....achuchu....final interview again for applicants...you guys watch out(for me?hehehehe)....and as usual, a lot of stuffs to pay,this org really makes me poor sometimes....sorry to say that...and another as usual,TSISMIS...hehehe...good thing they can't talk anything about me....but i know a lot of things with you guys....ohhh it's sooo fun to know something about others...but i have to control myself or else....

Talking about tsismis, a friend of mine(let's just make her anonymous), was telling me something about her guy friend who just broke up with her gf...and this gf is trying to get back to him...take note,she prepared an extravagant surprise(decorating their house with sorry and I Love You stuffs) for this guy but sadly this guy is reluctant going back together with this girl...too bad!Just because of jealousy and big egoistic brains of some guys,things have to end bad for them...i hope if that guy would see her big surprise for him, he will change his mind....but if not...sorry girl.....

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