*ME, Myself and Only ME*

Monday, September 20, 2004

The CALLING....

Sometimes we feel so lost and we wonder what the hell are we doing in this world? Have you ever felt that way before?Me? A lot of times....especially being a Christian. I always try to live up my life according to what God wants me to be. Ever since I was a kid, I grew up in Sunday schools,studying Bible, go to church religiously. Everything in me is God-centered..my family,my principles,my dreams. It's not because that's how the church or other people instilled in my mind or that's what they want me to do. That's my CHOICE! But frustrations and difficulties are part of life. How I wish life can always be happy and easy. but it's not. That's the truth. You always have to cope up how the world goes. And now, I'm in a situation, for a very long time, where my FAITH is being tested. Is God capable of letting His children suffer and be hurt? The answer is NO. But there are things that happens to us, even how painful or frustrating it may be, in order for us to be stronger and trust God more. Because of the busy life this world offers, most of the time we neglect God. We only come to him when we experience difficulties and hardships. Then we start to question Him why things happen that way. There's always a REASON why things happen.
How lost do i feel today? I know that God has good plans for me (Jeremiah 29:11). I guess I should not stop to trust Him. One day He'll show me that.
I am called to be a God's child. I am called to do His will and not MINE.

¶ posted by feldalyn at 11:45 PM

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