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Monday, October 11, 2004

Do Miracles Happen?

"There can be mirale, when we believe", that's the song says. And I truly believe on this. As a Christian, I believe that God can do anything. Nothing is impossible with God, according to the Bible. The past semesters I have in college were been really difficult for me. Especially this one subject, ES 12(dynamics of rigid bodies), which became a big big burden for me. From the start, I never thought that I would repeat a subject for 5 times. YES! You read it right! 5 times. 2 summers and 3 regular sems. Woohh!A lot of times I have asked God why He was letting me have that big trial that I can't overcome. It was really hard for me. Before, I don't understand why I have to undergo that pain of repeating a subject for a lot of times. It was too frustrating for me. And I'm not the only one that is frustrated. My faith is also on the rocks. I don't know why things have to happen that way. But not now. Not because I finally passed. But because I now know why things happen that way. Throughout the entire time that I was taking ES 12, I learned to humble down myself in front of God. I learned to admit that God is wiser than me. I have learned that God loves me so much that he doesn't want me to be over-confident with myself because I'm intelligent and I'm going in a very good and known school. He took away all the PRIDE I have. He wanted me to trust Him at all times. Not just in good times, but even in my failing times. And He taught me not to put all the anger to ES dept, nor to my teachers who I felt were being really inconsiderate for the students. And mostly, I have learned that things happen for a reason and that He has good plans for me; plans not to harm me but to give me a hope and a future(Jeremiah 29:11). I thought there will never be a chance that I will pass that subject. I thought ES Dept. will never be considerate, but MIRACLES do really happen. God's miracles. And finally I have passed and is now graduating. Wow! It's a sweet victory! So from now on I have decided to entrust everything to God, who makes things possible for me. *_^

¶ posted by feldalyn at 8:18 PM

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